know that everythings gonna be fine, even without you here.
imagine you are holding on to a cup, and someone's pouring hot water. if feels good intially, then the water starts to overflow, then you have two choices, let go, or continue holding. its exactly like a relationship.
you should always let go of something you think is not worth holding onto. and if it comes back and chases you like hell then maybe it was meant to be. but if it doesnt then you'd know that it wasnt even good to begin with. but then again. if you come back, i'd be way ahead. cause i know tears will fall and hearts will break.
someone said to me 'dont ever turn back to regret like we all did. because this, it's not worth regretting. its gonna be okay. its alright to fall and hurt but dont forget to learn from them. because in the end you'll be stronger than always. we're friends, you & i. and we've seen what we're both going through. we need to pull each other up so that neither of us will fall.'
i think, sometimes all we need is someone to lean on. someone to talk to, who you know wouldn't judge you for the choices you've made. someone who doesnt turn to your face and say 'i told you so' but instead tells you that everythings gonna be alright. because we all need a little help sometimes, even when we feel like we dont.
oliver said true friends are those who are willing to bag a shot for you, even when they know that they'll eventually die. sounds kinda unrealistic, but on a simpler term, they are the ones who'd be there to do anything for you despite the outcome! sounds better? ok not.. cause everything i say will just sound so cliche! omg now i feel dumb! thats just like me saying something like.. 'friends forever' you know?
cause we all know there never is a forever, tho that kinda rhymed. but ya, we all know that there is never a forever, or an eternity. but some people see forever as something thats extremely important. or is there not such a thing as extremely too cause arent we talking about extremes here?
ohk i know i dont make sense, but i think im fine now cause i feel like my usual self but i dont know whats going on im still waiting for my food sernzhi suppsoed to buy for me & right now i think its tiring cause im not talking in any punctuation. i think tomorrow will be a sunny day because i dont see any clouds in the sky. ohk not, i actually did see the weather forecast. am i speaking out of point? anyways, kp, i love. get some sleep, you should. good night. and i love dez cause she's always there for me, and im glad she's a happy camper now. ok. goodnight.
i spoke to the sky today.. it told me everything was gonna be alright.
yours truly
